Author: Anne S

That’s how I feel right now … tonight’s shift has been the worst one we’ve had in AGES! I managed to smile through the whole thing, but I feel absolutely exhausted, and my shoulders are killing me from all the tension they’re holding … the phones haven’t stopped all night, and it’s just been feral, for want of a better word. Three airports were closed due to fog, and people stranded all over the place, and we copped the brunt of it all trying to rebook people, and take their abuse when we can’t get them on a flight at the time they want etc … because we rule the weather, of course!! They’ve been offering overtime all night, and normally I’d jump at the chance of the extra money, but I just didn’t have the energy left to deal with it … and like the Supervisor said, we’ll need our energy resources for tonight, so no point pushing ourselves too hard.

So, here I am just for a couple of minutes while waiting for my electric blanket to crank up a tiny bit of heat … just enough to take the chill off the sheets will be plenty, then I hope to fall into an exhausted sleep. I usually struggle to get 8 hours sleep on this shift, and usually get quite a broken sleep, but fingers crossed I’ll sleep through this time … I need to get some decent sleep, ‘cos otherwise I’ll be stuffed when I get up, and I have important stitching to be done! 😉

I have to say today that I LOVED listening to the start of The Narrows book – it was wonderful! I really love the fact that it ties in characters from Blood Work as well, as that’s the only other book of Michael Connelly’s that I’ve read. For those that have commented, I can get limited books on tape at the library here, but the selection is a bit sad, and not many of the ‘main name’ authors – I’ve been hunting for The Narrows for a while, but no luck so far, and I’ve been aching to read it for months. I do have to admit I’ve been reading a book for the last week for about 1/2 an hour each night as I’ve been going to bed, but it’s a book that isn’t on my “must read” list, so I don’t mind dragging out the reading over a month or so – when I read my fave authors everything else in life stops, as I can’t put it down … hence the reason I don’t want to pick up a ‘good book’ right now, as I know my stitching commitments will well and truly go out the window … the book I’m reading is Dean Koontz’ “Seize the Night” – I’ve never read his books before, and I’m enjoying it so far … he has a very easy reading style, with a touch of humour to his characters, with a Stephen King style type of book theme.

Anyway, enough yapping – I’m off to take a chance on that blanket … it’s 5.45am, and beddy-byes, here I come!!!

Shhhh, don’t tell anyone, but I spent money on stitching stuff today … shhhh……………

Well, actually, it’s not technically correct that I fell off the Wagon, as this is a stitching accessory that’s not actually a stitching item ;P … I’ve been dying to ‘read’ Michael Connelly’s sequel to The Poet, and my priorities have been more with stitching than reading lately, so ………..

I succumbed to the temptation and bought it as an audiobook so I can finally sit and listen to it yippee!! The prices of audiobooks are certainly not cheap, are they? This might just be a one-off … unless there’s an Ebay sale on audiobooks haha … But I’m very very happy to finally get to read it 😀

I miss reading …

I kept changing my mind all the way into work yesterday – on one stretch of road I was imagining sharing with Sheree and all was good, then on the next stretch I was loving my own space … I have to admit, my gut was telling me I’m not ready to move yet before I actually left home, and when I got to work Sheree didn’t even bring the topic up throughout the whole time. She has two weeks left before she has to move out, so I guess her needs are greater, as I’ve already said I won’t break my lease for it, and have two months left before my lease is up. So, to some extent, that made the decision for me – I’m staying where I am for now, in my beautiful and idyll location (if less than idyll flat LOL) … but I’m going to start getting “home alerts” via email with new flats as they come up so I can keep an eye on the market if something better comes up back in Box Hill/Doncaster that’s cheaper but still good quality accommodation, and we’ll see what happens. It means that way I can start getting the bond money etc together and putting it to one side ‘just in case’ – but in the meantime I’m going to continue enjoying my time here 🙂 That was definitely an interesting exercise to go through though …

Today I start my overnight shifts, from 9pm to 5am so I’ll be less than sociable for a couple of days haha. Tonight I get my hair cut before work, though, and I can’t wait!! My hairdresser got married and took a month off work, so I had to wait for just over 8 weeks to get my hair cut again – it was due for a cut while I was in NZ – last week, the day before my hair was being cut, I find out she’s resigned and I don’t have a hairdresser anymore – would have been nice to know it was happening, as I could have got my old Auckland stylist to cut it hmmm. So now I’m getting another hairdresser in the same salon in Box Hill to cut it – I hate new hairdressers, it’s so hard to find a good one … it took me over a year to find Fiona hmmm. Oh well, it means I have about 1 1/2 hours to kill before I start work at 9pm, so I can have some dinner at Box Hill at one of my fave restaurants yippee … see, there’s always a silver lining! 😀

Rightio, I’m heading off to stitch like crazy to get my RR ducks worked on … that deadline is soooooo close – better get cracking!!

Thanks for all your comments of support – they’re much appreciated! 😀

… As I knew would happen, I had a broken sleep last night, and now feel like I haven’t slept – still mulling over all the pros and cons of moving vs staying etc. I have to admit, the main pros of sharing with Sheree is the financial differences – but then again, Sheree has a very high taste in accommodation, so the monthly rental overall will be higher (but of course split between the two of us, so still a general saving) … she was talking about paying $180 a week when she was looking at shared accom – and seeing as I’m paying $240 a week on my own, that’s a saving of $60 a week in rent on its own, and of course the phone etc would be halved too.

To be honest, though, my preference is still to live on my own – although with Sheree, she’s a shift worker at work as well, so you’d get a lot of time to yourself still. It would also be nice company occasionally … but in answer to your question, Heather, no she doesn’t XS and is a different personality, probably partly due to the age difference – there’s 10 years difference in our ages, and she’s a ‘party animal’ and out dating all the time – so I’d probably have to put up with having people over regularly … which isn’t necessarily all bad, but I’ve got used to having quiet time in my home hours, I guess.

I also think she wants an apartment building again, with security doors and secure parking – whereas there are some things about apartment living I like, I’ve recently been considering the cons about it as well … perhaps another reason why I was quick to start looking at options of moving as well. I love the security – especially on the 3rd floor, I have no problems with people breaking in through the windows etc. And while I have a parking spot at the back of the building, I have to admit I’m getting sick of having it covered in possum poo all the time! LOL. The main thing that I’ve been thinking about is that you’re at the mercy of other tenants … in that if someone leaves something electrical on by accident, the whole place goes up in flames, even if you’re always really careful. It’d also be quite nice to be able to do a huge pile of shopping and stock up, without having to take 50 trips up 4 flights of stairs …

If it was for the accommodation alone, I’d jump at the opportunity of moving to a single level unit. The thing that’s really tugging at me to stay (and the only thing) is the location, and how it makes me feel here. I love coming home – I love to see the lorikeets flying overhead every night when I’m home, and I love knowing I’m so close to the beach, even if I’m not spending time there. It’s also lovely knowing I’m so close to the cafe society at Acland Street … it’s awesome to wander up with visitors and spend the day – but then again, I don’t go there as often as I could on my own …

Then again, I miss being close to a really good supermarket – Coles at Elsternwick is appalling, so I end up buying most of my groceries at Safeway in Camberwell before driving home. I do miss some of the asian restaurants at Box Hill, though.

I’d already said to Mum etc earlier that I’d do my 12 months here, and then decide whether I should move back out east to save money … so I guess the time is up to start thinking about it … if I move out with Sheree, I don’t have much time to decide – but if I move out on my own, I have leisure on my side (as long as my agent doesn’t put the rent up … he originally wanted $265 a week for this place, but no-one was renting it – the owner took on a new agent, who got him to drop the price, and I was lucky enough to be the first to look at it and grabbed it rightaway).

Anyway, better start getting organised for the day … I’ll have my thoughts hopefully more in place after talking to Sheree … 🙂

… My mind is ticking over, and it has nothing to do with stitching … I’ve just spent the last 4 hours since coming in from work poring over rental accommodation website listings, and my mind is working overtime. The fact is one of the girls at work, who I like quite a lot, has had her flatmate move out, so she’s having to find somewhere else to live, and having a hard time finding a shared accommodation that she likes etc. Initially I thought “hmmm, perhaps an opportunity to share rent with someone” … then I dismissed it as I love living on my own most of the time. Anyway, I started reconsidering it again today, as there are many benefits, not only financial – that of extra company etc, and being able to afford a nicer place between the two of us etc. We haven’t had time to sit down and chat about it yet, but tomorrow we’ll take some time out and talk about it a bit, to see if it would be viable.

But it all got me thinking, and I’ve been online checking out 3-bedroom places that would be options for us … boy, oh boy, it beats my crummy little flat big time! Now don’t get me wrong – this place has served me well, but it’s far from being a perfect home … and I’m starting to think that I’d be better suited moving back to Box Hill again – I absolutely adore the location where I live, but that’s part of the reason I’m paying through the nose for a scummy little flat that’s had very little work done to it since the 1960’s hmmm. Well, I could actually pay the same amount of money and have a unit all to myself, where I could even have a little back yard or courtyard, as well as a kitchen that I’d actually like to cook in … and a separate laundry, rather than having the washing machine in the bathroom.

The more I think about it, the more it makes sense to me – I’d really miss the beach etc here, and being a stone’s throw from Acland Street cafes etc, but then again I’d save in travelling costs, and I’d be closer to my new friends Sharon and Gina … tonight it all seems like a bloody good idea – I guess I’ll have to see what daylight brings haha.

Regardless, I have another two months left on my current lease, so I’ve got plenty of time to mull things over and see if I really want to go through all the moving again … plus I’ll see what Sheree has to say tomorrow … Don’t know if I’ll be getting too much sleep tonight mulling everything over … Plus I’d also have to come up with about $2,000 up front again, with the moving costs on top ho-hum …